Friday, January 26, 2007

-- Love you long time *oh snap*.

Wow, wow, woe... It's been too long my friends. After my friend's death, I never really wrote back on my blog again, & it wasn't really because of the accident, but just because of my time.

A lot of things have happened since then. I've been busy with school, work, friends, boyfriends, life in general. (haaaa. jk on the boyfriends one xP)
Well I'll start off with Mr. Miles. To our unfortunateness (b/c unfortunance isn't a word apparently), I will no longer be with Mr. Miles because as we all know, in public high schools we have the semester system meaning every course that we take is shoved into one semester (half the year). And as we know, the first semester is done, meaning Comm Tech is done, meaning no more creepy Mr. Miles.

While I was on my unofficial hiatus, he did do a couple peculiar things.. of which I'm trying to remember. Oh yes, once he was lecturing the class about using our time wisely or some bogus crap like that, and he looked at us all with that pedophilic (jk) type face that he has and said: If I find you wasting your time, guaranteed I will not look at you pleasantly. Ahaha omgsh all my friends and I wanted to burst out laughing 'cause it sounded just so utterly perverted, and the way he said it alone was disgusting.
Hm. I'm trying to remember of anything else he's done/said. Well in general he was just odd. Aha once he made me take this photo over and over again just so that I could get 100% on some dumb project 'cause he knew that I did my homework and did my best on it. It's just funny how teachers learn to like you just because you're one of the few that does your hw/studies for tests.
Ohhh and one more thing. One of my friends saw him changing in the classroom once. We have a theory, it's that we think he lives there. I mean, he's got a water fountain/sink contraption that we've seen him washing his face in, and he's got food, he's got his shoes and jacket and other clothing in his office, & he's got the school bathroom that he can use for his human necessities. + several others have caught him changing (no of course my friend didn't see anything, she just saw him zipping up his shorts or somethin aha. perfect timing eh?). Yep, he lives in his classroom lol. Oh Mr. Miles. I don't know if I'll get him for Comm Tech 20 next year, but if I do.. I'll keep y'all updated.

----Are you awake still? Sick. Stop drooling on the keyboard gawsh dang it. Lol.

Something else that I want to point out, is that I can proudly say that I've been made fun of because of my faith. It hasn't been directly or in a super hurtful way, it's like my own friends questioning me and being sarcastic about the way I do the things I do, and it's funny 'cause it's worse at work. I prayed once before eating a meal, & to be honest for a split second I was hesitant, but I felt ashamed to even think about that, so I prayed anyways. Then of course came the comment.
Friend: "You're praying..?".
Me: Oh great. What do I say.. "Yeah. I prayed. Something wrong?"
Friend: "Well, no.. it's just... I dunno."
Other Friend: "What's wrong with praying? That's cool."
Me: Wow thank you God. Someone who's not a believer actually tolerates it.
Yeah it was a little weird, but I got away with it, & I still do. I've been called "A Saint" by some other guy after that, & before this incident, at school another friend looked at me strange 'cause I don't do anything "wild" like get wasted or have 150 boyfriends.
But it's funny, because at the same time there's some people who actually secretly admire my values & what I do, or don't do in this case, & they don't tell me about it until some time later. While being made fun of in some way or another, I feel a bit crappy, but when people tell me that they like the way I am, I feel good about myself and it gives me an incentive to remain strong.

Who cares if one is called boring, or a saint, or questioned & laughed at. It's all worth it in the end because you turn out to be who you wanted to be. And this doesn't just go for us public schoolers, it goes for everyone, because I know that at bearspaw people giggled sometimes at my dating values, or at some of my christian perspectives. But I just laughed it off myself, 'cause my values don't hurt anyone. They don't interfere with anyone else's life or any of their business. It's my thing.

So I encourage you all that if you have something that you believe in, don't let others pull you down. Stand up, and stand straight, cuz this is your thing.

I hope y'all are doing great & remember that you're in my prayers. Love you ever so much,

-Jesus Freak.

Posted by Jesus Freak :: 12:06 a.m. :: 3 comments